Wednesday, June 30, 2004

Shoutouts

This goes out to my crew.Tosh,rock on with style!Nick,all the best for your O's.Treasure this bond that we have.Kenneth,all the best to you too...for your exams!Chiro,rock on as the Mr. Nice guy you are in our crew.Jia qi,the whole crew misses you,not just me...Hope to see you soon ya!Peace.De hui,damn...what can i say?Your studies are already dope...so...STOP BEING SO UNFRIENDLY!!although it makes me laugh.Dax,mad props to ur will to break.Thnx guys...you were always there for me for the past year.Love ya'll.

This goes out to all those people,who lost their lives to the terrorists.Nick Berg,Kim sun-il,Paul Johnson,the 911 victims and to the soldiers that lose their lives to fight for peace.Rest in peace,you will always be missed.

This goes out to my mentor,Benjamin,though he may not see this,i wanna say that i miss him.And thank you so much for guiding me and putting up with my crap everyday.Love you and thanks...Thank you so much.

This is for Vera,Jeronme,Shawn...You have seen me at my most...and at my lowest.Thanks for putting up with my nonsense throughout the past few months.Thanks.

This is for Grace Goh and Lynette.You surprised me truly with two cards and a letter...and i truly appreciate it.Thank you so much

This goes to my family...I love you guys.I know that times have been hard,but i know,together...we can pull through.

This is for the one God who has been so truly faithful and merciful to me.You guide me,and you humble me.Thank you.Without you,birthdays are useless.Without you,my presence would be unimportant.I love you for you provide and love me the way i am.

For those who remembered,thank you.I didn't go around telling everyone...but you guys still remembered...Thank you.

"Some people want it all
But I don't want nothing at all
If it ain't you baby
If I ain't got you baby
Some people want diamond rings
Some just want everything
But everything means nothing
If I ain't got you "
-Alicia Keys

I love ya'll.15th birthday,means nothing...if i ain't got ya'll...peace.


Tuesday, June 29, 2004

Just got back from school...Pretty tired and i still have a lot of geography notes to make for homework.Argh!!

Today was the best english class ever!No teacher in,so we had a replacement.Was breaking at the back of the classroom and the teacher did not even care!!HA!Did a couple of my thing and they asked us to pack for the trip to the Esplanade.We had to sit in this pretty posh auditorium and listen to a Jazz/Blues band play.It was crap.I was sleeping throughout till their drummer went on solo.Noisy,but pro.Later on,we had a tour on which we had to go to the top of the auditorium.It was mad high...It was freakish.Scary shit.We went back home soon...thats all i guess...

Some people told me to change the skin of this blog.They say very depressive though its nice.What can i say?Death has different effects on different people.A suicidal person will say death is a bliss.A person who loves life as he has it now,will say that death is sad or scary.What is your view of death?I'm not saying that i love death...but life now,is just too burdenful.It's rough.I view death as being born as another.I'm not a satanists,but in fact,i'm a Christian.And all Christians must never be afraid of death.It's something that everyone must face,sooner or later.

Monday, June 28, 2004

Pesmerga

Hey guys,new blog here.Once again,it's not the best in the world.I'm not a very computer savvy guy,so this is the best i can give.Hopefully,i will stick to this blog for a long time to come and not abandon it like the previous one.

Anyway,i like this skin alot.Alot alot.I wanted to put another one before this which pictured a rose in a black background.Its weird that when one pictures a rose with a black background,it feels saddening.At least to me.Anyway,this skin is cool because death is something that will come inevitably.Its very comical to me to see the different reactions people have to death.

Pesmerga,the one who runs after death.Its a kurdish word for,well,the one who runs after death.Death,to many,may seem like a very painful and sad thing.But does death really mean the end to the very life that we know it as?Is there more to life that meets the eye?What is the meaning of us being on earth?The only answer that can come best to us,is when we die.When we die,we will experience probably something for the first time,at the last time of our lives.Death,may not be such a scary thing after all.In fact,we may be living in death now,and dying would mean being born in another world.Everything may not be as correct as we deem it now...

School just started.It's going to suck every little inch of energy from me.It's going to be a very strenos six months to come.I wont be able to dance much,but i guess i can still squeeze what little time i have for it then....