Not been blogging much.Too bored to blog i guess.Not much happening really.Just really miss all my crew mates out there trying to cope with life.I cant wait to dance tomorrow...i wanna practice so many things.Footwork...i wanna practice footwork.I wanna see my whole crew.I wanna see Nick,Kenn,Tosh,Jordan,De Hui and even maybe Kok,Jaws and Wee ter.MUST NOT FORGET JIA QI!!!!Bascally just wanna to see Inertia.I wanna take pictures with them.I wanna laugh with them.I wanna eat together with them.And get in trouble with fat woman and security guards with them.

Tomorrow's a halfday for school.Good ol' principal finally giving my school some recognition for all the bull he has put us through.Going to beach road to look around...Prolly get some shirts or something and eat Tang Yuan!Then go down to Ang Mo Kio for my tuition with Eddie and Nick!!Wish Nick could come with me to beach road...argh!!But its ok...i have Shawn!!

Currently been listening to these beats:
This Is The Way We Rock and Welcome To The Real World by Cutmaster GB
Most of Eric B and Rakim's Tracks
Aerosoul by Tommy Tee
Bboy Rock by Donald D
Jack Of Spades and Outta Here by KRS ONE
Clash of The Titans by M Steiber Mit Freestyle

I would highly recommend Outta Here,Eric B & Rakim(These two are mad dope!!EROTICALLY DOPE!!),Aerosoul and Bboy rock.Try and download em.They are all dope but i like these the best.

Inertia-The reluctance of any body to change its state of motion or rest.

This goes out to my brothers Jordan and Dehui...sorry for forgetting ya'll.

Jordan:
You are a very nice person inside...but from ur language...It hides it in.You've improved alot and we've been through alot together.Rock on you cheater bug who lay on the float in sentosa!!!

De Hui:
You are a very strong bboy and a very good one.Although we know each other for such a short time...I feel that i know you since the time i started breaking.Peace.

To the edge,to the far edge.
You have pushed me.
I hate you,yet i love you.
Fuck everything that I've done,
because it's got nothing to do with you.
Fuck what i've said,fuck all the shit that i'm about.
I'm nothing...to anyone...

Time for me to bite Nick and give out a lil shout outs!

Nick:
You will always be the breaking buddy,joking buddy,"bombing buddy"(remember Serangoon CC?) and best of all my friend who cares to help me with my problems.Started out the same time as you and really happy to see u improve so much.Please dun give up,if u do,i will too.

Tosh:
You evolved from Pikachu to Raichu.I'm so happy that u made it from a bboy who DID...uh....something,to a bboy who MADE something.Your style is constantly evolving!Mad props bboy POSH.

Kenneth:
Knew you through Nick and we have come a long way through various performances and you are a great leader.Been improving alot too...Keep rocking bro.

Dax:
You were one that i despised from before.But now i totally respect you and truly enjoy your company.You got some mad will within you and i respect you for that.You make it as a very pro Jedi who supports the good side.JOIN ME ON THE DARK SIDE!!

Jia Qi:
Even though you are down under now,i feel really close to you when i talk to you on MSN.Sorry we could not send you off,but i will TRY to pick you up ok?

Chiro:
You are the Mr.Nice Guy in our crew and i know that you won't go around back stabbing people.You know why?Ying wei,chi si ta de ren is bu chuo de!

Kok:
Miss those times we had together.You have improved so much and i can see you being one of the best out there.Rock on.

Jocelyn:
I knew you as long as i knew Nick and i totally respect you for being a very consistent bgirl in the scene.You were there when there were hardly any bgirls.Mad props.

Wee Ter:
Harldy see you nowdays...Ur the Mr Wise Man in our crew...!

Larry:
Your suoer nice,super funny,super pro,super humble and super lame!You are one whom i respect loads!

Chris:
You taught the true essence of hip hop...thank you.

Inertia:
We may not be the best and even though ppl hate us.I love u guys and i believe u guys had not done anything that had tarnished this name.Rock on.

The Broken Pieces

I looked at the little shards on the floor. It looked back at me. For a moment,i was shocked but i ended up discovering that it was only the reflection of my eye.It stared at me with much freedom and i noticed the cold soul within my body.The cold fear and pain that transcended through my eye balls.It scarred me.You broke it...it wasn't my fault.I gave it to you...!!My heart...is it all gone?What is left is just pathetic little pieces that still yearn for you...Why can't you accept even just a little piece...?

 

The End?What gave me freedom and boldness...to express what and who i am through dancing.Is it all going to end?Why are we mistaken for something that we had not done?What it may be,we're sorry if we had done it,but trust me,we had not.BBoying will forever be my dance whether or not people view it as one.I'm sad...that i have to give up something i love.

"Loving something or someone is to know when to let go"
-Tony Parsons

Been a long time since ive been dancing.One week...thats pretty darn long.I cant wait to bust my stuff and just dance...damn...i wanan break.I mean really break.As in breaking point.Dance till my breaking point and dance in my breaking point.ARGH!

Recently got addicted to video games again.This time its the irritating,hard,bitchy,corny,frustrating but fun game.Its Jedi Outcast!!And its hard like hell. Stupid lightsaber.I cant seem to make it hack where i want it to.Dang.I must be able to at least rape Dax when i meet him in outcast.MUST RAPE!!!

ok...im out.

I was right.We learned alot in our beach battle.In fact we learned to be very humble...very very very humble.At our first round,we were already up against the best in Singapore.Enemy grounds totally burned our group.Totally mad respect for Mahmud.Did not really perform the best i could...was nervous...hahaha...!!

Just got my new specs...looks kinda wack.Its blue and big.Makes my eyes puny under the lenses...I miss my contacts.

Nothing much,just getting the monday blues.Its sucky...sigh.I wanna dance...But i am compelled to study.Shit.I wanna improve!!hahaha...damn...i suck.

"I've been a loser all my life,I'm not about to change.
If you don't like it...there's the door.Nobody asked you to stay.
There ain't anyone who can deal with it.
Just how i wanted it...I'm hating all of this.

Now i know why i hide my love from you somedays.
No i don't mind keeping this all bottled up inside me.
You came along and tore this wall down around me,
looks like you found me..

Now i know why...
I feel like shit when i woke up this morning."

Today is the day.The day in which we will compete among the bboys for fun.I very scared.I yearn for the moment,but at the same time,dread it.Heard so many good crews taking part...FTC,RF,SR.Thats among the best plus Clarence's crew...Can say bye bye to the comp.But anyways...its not about the prizes...But about having fun in the jam...thats what it is all about.I just hope we can at least get some props and advice from the pros.

All the best guys...Clarence,Jordan,Kenn,Moddie,De Hui,Chiro,Tosh...Have fun ya'll.

"There's a pain inside,
It sleeps with just one eye.
And awakens,
the moment that you leave.

I look through every face,
and without a single trace,
of the person...
the person that i need."

This saturday will be the biggest thing of the whole month.I will be involved in two competitions,a drill competition held by the Boys Brigade and a Bboy competition held in Sentosa.

I think our drill can be a lil better and can still improve.I'm not really hoping high for this drill competition because i know myself and i know i'm not ready.The bboy competition to me is just a gauge of where we stand in the scene.Hope to at least get to the quarter finals.It ain't about the money,or the crowd.It's about the love for the dance...and the joy from which it comes forth.All the best "Just Mischeef".

"I don't deserve to live in your courts.Not a scent of me should be in.For even the courts you live in is perfect."

Youth Day was different today than any other Youth Day.It was very fun.Went out with my crew.We went to watch Dehui's battle with Ray.He's from down under so it was pretty exciting to just wait for him.I guess his routines were dope but his stamina was short.Maybe it's too hot in Singapore..Oh well...Who am i to judge?

Went to visit Chiro at the Heeren.Working dude...miss him so much(I'm gay,i admit).Still putting on that Mr. Nice Guy image.After that went to play LAN games with the gang.

Nothing much actually...i'm falling sick...Screwed up weather.It's so hot everyday!

Yesterday was exhausting.Woke up early at 6 to polish all my barang barang for BB.Then in BB,the COS did not come so i had to take over.Just felt compelled to.I think i did a pretty decent job...but still got some loop holes.Managed to get so many new awards...so happy.

Went to meet the crew for session after having lunch with my Officers and other BB pals.So exhausting...Did not really do much actually...no improvement...no nothing..I'm always stuck!

Went home to be all alone till about 8 plus.Then watched a lil tv with my family...Boring normal day...whoosh.

Wonder what i'm gonna do today.The crew went to session but i can't.My father is at home.Maybe i shall play video games the whole day then.My new specs will be arriving on Wednesday... :)

Wow...had a very busy worked up day today.The only "free time" i had was Lit class where Mrs Sim was absent.Mr Lee took over.He is so cool!(OK,i'm a lil gay i admit)He is so funny...Cracking jokes like he is one of us students...Whacky Fellow...

Had a great session with my mates today.Nick did an airbaby to airflare attempt.So dope.Mad props bro.I still stuck in a corner of breaking.Cant seem to move anywhere.Headspins getting better...able to tap fer a while now.Sigh...TIRED!

Tomorrow got BB.Gonna go down and get my long awaited awards!ARGH!But first i gotta polish my barang..And it's already 11:30pm.I need to sleep soon.WEE.

Gonna make my specs tomorrow too.Hope i get a better one than before.I'm glad i lost that one.

OK...i need to bomb toilet now...Bye...ARGH!!!*GRABS BUTT*

Lost.

My heart still holds ur image,
or what is left of it.
I wont forget you,
but sometimes it's very hard to even be able to think about you.
My legs,gone weary.My feet,all torn and blistered.
The endless cycle never ends.Just walk and walk.
I want to die.To end this torment.But i cant without seeing what you can do with me.
With my life.With these sinful hands.
I cry and those tears burn my cheeks like acid.
Am i not even allwoed to cry?!
I keep this all bottled up...Digging my own grave from the inside out.
You know i love you so.
I want to embrace you.
But the wounds on my body have become infected.
Out of the wounds come pus like water.Maggots feed on me.
...I cannot dirty your Grand robe that many have put on for you.
I know you love me.But i dun seem to deserve it.
Out of curiosity i went...and i could not find the way back.
This shame...i deserve it.
Even if it burns my cheeks,i will cry.
I miss you so.
I need you so much too...
I love you...even if i can never find my way back.